9:43 AM
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
no Win day 1
today wei kang, warren, xiao roy and theo knows about my break up and wanna meet me up today to like cheer me up...
and i really really appreciate... thanks and love you guys lots...
i manage to carry a smile whole day until... around 6 where everyone left.. and only left with me with xiao roy and gerald...
so we ended up at cine... as xiao roy when to play arcade... then we ened up at 3rd floor after playing..
and xiao roy wanna go to Volta which was the shop i bought the gift and we shop in there.. so i just walk over to revoltage to see if mel working...
and there she is... but when i walked in and called her.. memorise of that day just appear in my mind... and i just cry... =(
8:56 AM
MESSAGES I CANT FORGET
messages that will make me break down and burst into tears..
1)
its up to you.
i cant decide.
but as for my my part.
i think we should take a break.
cause apparently we're always arguing.
misunderstanding over small issues like by replying late on msn or the way i msg you and
stuff.
so ya. i dont wanna argue much. but if you wanna talk about this more,
i'll see you online tonight. i'm kinda tired now. cant sit still.
sorry
2)
maybe this two weeks that we wont be meeting up might help.
i just need sometime alone.
i dont blame you. i've only got myself to blame.
despite my problems. i hope you understand my situation.
i dont mean to hurt you.
but i had to do this .
i dont wanna hurt you even more in the future.
sorry jason.
i knows, everyone knows, you're a very nice kind hearted guy.
you've been so nice towards me.
but.. i'm so sorry. i need a rest
3)
i enjoyed myself being with you.
spending time with you.
having you to support me.
made me rise when i fall.
be there for me.
loved and cared for me.
im so sorry i had to hurt an innocent wonderful nice person.
so sorry jason. but i dont wanna hurt you even more. im sorry :(
4)
im really sorry to cause this.
but its best if we just stay as friends.
give both of us sometime to cool down.
i've too much problems to face jason
sorry yea
5)
i hope you understand how i feel too.
im sorry.
i still do wanna be friends with you if thats okay with you.
im sorry to hurt you.
dont think too much aight.
just take it as we're taking a short break. to cool down
8:21 AM
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
read here!
it has been some time i last posted..things happened so fast that im afraid i may just forget about everything... for the past 2 weeks when i was with Win... it was a wonderful time which will be in my heart.. and it was his birthday week too... im very happy and glad to celebrate with him... however things didnt happen in fairy tales.... we broke up..these are the few pics i had happily before my break up..
it hurts alot..
2:07 AM
