oh my god! i cant imagine myself in the kind of state..
thinking that jun does not give me the security and i dont think we have chemistry.. so when the day jun told me not meeting me for the movie when im actually out. im so gonna break with him but both of us didnt bored to message each other until 11 plus..
and then next morning i told him we are not suitable and stuff...
in begining his asking alot of questions like why and what causes this. after i told him not suitable he just sms me saying..
i also think we are not suitable thats why i didnt post our pic...
and after that he told me he the reason why he didnt wanna meet me is because he went to ONE SEVEN...
10:03 AM
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
is my fault..
today when out with dear and
gerald... i meet jun at
clark quay at 6.30...
and before that i met
gerald first and we when down together in CAB!!
coz of the rain is super heavy!!!!
hahah i just dunno how to write it here but i just know at
gerald is very high!!!
hahahahbut i end my day very bad...
i went to have supper with
gerald instead of going home with dear.. sorry.. i just dunno how to
write how bad i felt...
when my dear
didnt wanna reply me and answer my call.. i just feel like waiting under his block..
im so worried.. so when i alighted at
hougang MRT station i walk the route that i always send him home.. and i felt the pain in my heart
coz my dear was walking this route alone too..
i reached his place and
called him.. but he cut off my line.. i thought the same thing is going to happened.. which is just a silent break... i am so worried i dunno how to write...
when i called the 3rd time he answer and said ' i
dont wanna talk to you'
it was like a bullet that had hit my heart... i thought every thing is over... dear
im sorry i just dunno wad i can do other that saying sorry... when i finally reached home.. dear called and told me how he felt... and told me to sleep but its just so hard..
i really dunno wad to write..
i just wanna say
im sorry and i love you...
9:04 AM
Monday, October 20, 2008
my weekend!
wow! last saturday when out with my dear dear.. hehhe but i was late.. about 20 mins late!!!
oh my god.. really really
SORRY
all because of my sister!! but anyway we had a fabulous day... we when to play pool.. bowling.. makan makan.. oh and my dear dear when to cut his hair..
and he trick me!! he say he wanna shave a T-shape on top of his head.. and im so kuku thinking that his gonna do it.. haha..
then sunday came...
when out with my family.. when makan makan and shopping.. wanna buy a cap, shirt and a sweater.... but then turn out nothing.. so sad
cap - no more stock le...
shirt - mother complain not nice
sweater - mother complain i have lots of jackets..
OH MY... why cant my mother just make me happy just buy for me... =(
if im rich next time im gonna flood my house with lots for caps and sweater!!!
8:21 AM
Thursday, October 16, 2008
look here!
HERE COMES THE PICTURES!
haha.. this is my dear dear.. jun im talking about!
MONKEY FACES!! =p
6:26 AM
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
a day with you JUN
haha.. to day is my first day back to school.. oh my niss the days smoking out the school gate and toilets.. hahahah... and eating my favourite chicken rice with thousand island sauce...hahaha.. super nice.. if you come simei ITE.. is a die die must try dish... i give 5 stars.!hahah today no elective class so school ended at 2!!!
hahah then i when jam-
ing with my friends..wow is super fun
hahahahha..
then
im meeting my dear dear at 7 (but he say 6 plus) maybe
im like him
le... becoming more forgetful
heheh..
im still early after jam-
ing so i went for a swim...
im so happy to see him today...
im so happy i dunno how to write it here..
hahaha.. is just VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY
VERY HAPPY!!!!
so we had our dinner and went to the park near Plaza Sing.. Istana park...
although i did feed the mosquitoes there but i still had a very romantic and wonderful time with you JUN... hahah.. i was hoping the time will just stop there ... but that will never happen... so we head home around 11 plus.. =)
pics will be up during my next visit here... =P
8:58 AM
Monday, October 13, 2008
PICS
here are the pics for the previous post...! =)
btw we are in our secondary school PE t-shirts hahahaha
HAHAHAH WE ALL LOOK SUPER FUNNY.. BUT THEY ARE MY 6 YEARS FRIENDS! JUST LOVE THEM..
8:26 AM
Sunday, October 12, 2008
super tiredh
on friday afternoon after my work work i when to my sister house to put my stuff as i actually planning to go changi for night cycling with my secondary friends..
but end up when we reached changi the place is CLOSED!!! we sat for 1 hour in the bus just to travel to changi to use the toilet and go to another friend's house
wow.. crazy right..
then we stayed up the whole night drinking and eat!!!
and i went back to bt batok.. where my sister live... then club the next day again... hahah
clubbing is as usual.. drank slightly more that usual but lucky not drunk coz i saw my friend there dying when i just step in PLAY... hahah.. so i was there helping and taking care of him. hahhaha
dydy..!!! hahahah you know who im talking about...
and then after that just dance with all my other friends.. hmm but i want one more person to come.. but he cant make it... hai... miss him alot...
hope you can top up your card soon. if not.. im gonna miss you like hell!!!!
the pics will be uplod the next time round
7:49 AM
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
upDATES
MY 2 good SISTERS are dating...
wad about me? do you want me?
9:03 AM
raya with them!
FLASH BACK
last week saturday went for dragon boat at kallang...
after that we when to city plaza to eat.. and me alone ate the whole spring chicken!!!! coz im like super hungry!!! hahaha
then i have to rush down with mei man to yani house.. for visiting.. hahaha which is at SIMEI!!
hahah trying to be stupid
im a kid to them all the time.. until they know im aj..
but still there is always this cheeky and playful side of me!! hahahah
hahah we both really look like monkey!!
okok may be is only me.. i know wad you guys are thinking
8:24 AM
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
recently...
hmm oh my god.. i cant believe myself to be doing an office job during my holiday..!!!! hahha most of the time im like dozing off.. hai.. but because jason overspend... need to earn to support himself.. so no choice... little jason can do it...!
anyway recently got to know a few guys... ai yo... but i really interested is only him.. he told me he just dunno why he just see something different/special about me..
i do hope this time will be something good and not bad.. im very tired of being hurt...
hmmm i really do hope to know jun.. so let fate decide.. =)
jun nice knowing you..
nice guys!!!!
9:08 AM
