Tuesday, October 21, 2008
is my fault..
today when out with dear and
gerald... i meet jun at
clark quay at 6.30...
and before that i met
gerald first and we when down together in CAB!!
coz of the rain is super heavy!!!!
hahah i just dunno how to write it here but i just know at
gerald is very high!!!
hahahahbut i end my day very bad...
i went to have supper with
gerald instead of going home with dear.. sorry.. i just dunno how to
write how bad i felt...
when my dear
didnt wanna reply me and answer my call.. i just feel like waiting under his block..
im so worried.. so when i alighted at
hougang MRT station i walk the route that i always send him home.. and i felt the pain in my heart
coz my dear was walking this route alone too..
i reached his place and
called him.. but he cut off my line.. i thought the same thing is going to happened.. which is just a silent break... i am so worried i dunno how to write...
when i called the 3rd time he answer and said ' i
dont wanna talk to you'
it was like a bullet that had hit my heart... i thought every thing is over... dear
im sorry i just dunno wad i can do other that saying sorry... when i finally reached home.. dear called and told me how he felt... and told me to sleep but its just so hard..
i really dunno wad to write..
i just wanna say
im sorry and i love you...
9:04 AM
