Son`Star

MYSELF.. true or not true?

2009-03-24T00:15:00.000-07:00

this was done on the internet and is about myself... enjoy reading..

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

loonnng time didnt update

2009-02-05T08:25:00.000-08:00

been very busy this few months.. chinese new year... school reopen and my volley balll.... =)

and training is backk... and is killing us i hope i can hang in there... althought my body is aching every where... =(

here's some pics... enjoy..

2009 is on his way...

2008-12-28T19:14:00.000-08:00

wow.. this year end so many things happened... i really dunno where to start from loh..
last week i was enjoying my x'mas eve until 1 plus.. then the shouting and walking away drama happened... hai why like that.... i really dunno wad to do...

and guess wad my straight male friends suspecting that im gay le.. i really dunno how... and i confirm got to tell them before they even ask me.. and im very scared... coz i dont want to lose them...

i need friends
i treasure friends
friends are like body parts of me..
i cant live without them..
i cant lose them..
i will die...

after so much saying if the cant take me who i am.. i guess i will have to leave them... and start my life from nothing in 2009...

i guess seriously im still to young for relationship... because

i need someone to take care of me
someone to teach me
someone to think for me..
someone the i can share my life with...

but currently i think i better dont think so much le.... wad is mine will be mine one day...

and i just wanna tell my friends i love you guys.. because your are like my brothers and sisters supporting me all the time...

this song is for you guys.. [ YOU RAISE ME UP]
it is simple.. but powerful and meaningful

LYRICS---
When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary
When troubles come and my heart burdened be
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit a while with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up
To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up
To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up
To more than I can be.

hai so wad now?

2008-12-14T21:45:00.000-08:00

hmmm.. last saturday finally meet up with er ge.. kel... royston.. and many others.. was with my current date.. so was drinking outside the seven-eleven.. so as usual the bitching and laughing part beings..

so talk talk talk until me and my date... they were saying about the age gap... hai i just dunno wad to do... thinking that it will be nice to meet up again but why they just bring up the age thingy... i know it myself...

i know im only 18... a age where ppl wont take you serious but i just wanna be normal... hai.. even after that henry also didnt say anything.. i dunno wad i really should do... hai........

i dont get any support...

precious thoughts

2008-12-08T07:07:00.000-08:00

well new updates... from all my past post seems very sad right ahahaha... actually some how gave up hope in searching for love liao...

but there came along henry!!!! =)
just went out with him today... nice.. sweet... and playful... like to disturb me...! hahah
suddenly made me feel like a little little boy being taken care of... hmmm... giving me a glimpse of light in love.. but i dunno if im just thick skin lah. hahaha maybe i think to much... or maybe he find im too young for him?hahah

haha hmmm whether is just friends or wad.. i enjoyed the whole day... =)

we went to watch BOLT!!! and is 3D... hahah is very cute and funny show haha was laughing my way through..=)

went of dinner then home sweet home...

and big discovery... his also left handed.. hahah...

oh yah.. he bought me a teddy bear!!!

wad should i name him? ehhhhh hen-son? sound like handsome

i cant stand it

2008-12-04T08:24:00.000-08:00

you never say a word sorry for wad you done wrong... (false hope)
you have never bother...

thanks.... that's it although is painful to click on the word block..
i just cant stand it le... i hateeeee you!!!!

Please Dont Go

2008-11-27T20:40:00.000-08:00

Please dont go
Don't leave me alone
I don't know
I want you, be home
Oh my love
I'll accept you flaws and all
I'll catch you when you fall

Never close your eyes if fear
Your happiness is always near
Thinking that you will be hear
You will always be my dear

If you leave I'll lose my grip
The world will be an end for me
You're the reason I can breathe
i just need you to see..

Please dont go
Don't leave me alone
I don't know
I want you, be home
Oh my love
I'll accept you flaws and all
I'll catch you when you fall

So turn around and look at me
I'm here for you can't you see
Don't you know you're part of me?
you will always be my baby

Do you know it hurt so much?
To see you walk out throught that door
I'll be yearning for you touch
I just cant take no more

found them!

2008-11-24T08:10:00.000-08:00

hehehe finally i found my pics!! hahaha can upload liao.. im so happy!!! so let me update you with some of my happenings in school and after school!!

this plate of rice contains only 1 drumstick 1 egg and veg cost me $4 in school... wah piang day light robbery loh
after eating the expensive rice.. i became cheeky in class ( almost all the time) hehehe

and my teacher is trying to call me and get my attention but i was busy snapping this hahah
and lastly im PROMOTING HIV.. heheh =P last saturday... a day out with my buddy... KELVIN!!!!

his trying to look slimmer in the pic.. haahhaha and he did it.. cute right

while wait for er ger... which i told him to come EARLY.... he still super late loh.. me and kel wait for him until we decided to buy ice-cream eat... and is big!!! about 15cm x 6cm x 6.5cm... and i managed to finish it hahahahah

MY BELOVED 4E!!! OUR GATHERING... at serangoon garden

in this pic im the one taking the pic.. thats why you cant see me hehehhe

im the last one there....

the tiny head can see?

random pics..

2008-11-23T01:58:00.001-08:00

hai.. today stuck at home nothing to do so i found this pic.. hahaha 3 packet of sweets and 1 condom.. hehehehe...

hmmm recently my friend's love life have been very exciting.. hai... for me everything going down hill... just dont even dare to think about it...

i just want them to be happy happy can liao.. coz i dont want to be like me so sad everytime.. but just wear a mask to cover...

remember this... if you fall for someone... and is only one sided love

back to my sentosa life

2008-11-22T01:52:00.000-08:00

hmmm im so happy to go back to sentosa and hang out with my vollyball mates.. brought back lots of memories... and is good.. but sadly i injuried my LEG AND HAND!!!

why im i so kuku... hai. i hope i can recover fast... so next week i can go back there... hahaha... i hope next week more ppl will wanna come..

anyone wanna come??? just drop me a sms.. ppl there are open and some are also our "sister" by more man de lah.. hahahahha

im can cook

2008-11-20T05:51:00.000-08:00

hahaha.. the look nice and cute right... hahaha.

hahah anyone want me to cook for you? hahah

my thoughts

2008-11-20T05:39:00.000-08:00

being in this circle... must always be prepared the true love will never be for everyone.. maybe out of 10 people only 1 or 2 will..

so i made up my mind... im not so despo anyway...

im like everyone else who want someone to care and shower love on me...

however.. for the past 1 or 2 years.. it have always being tears and friends that accompany my way....

so wad if im single or alone... there's nothing to be afraid of...

wad i wrote here i hope i can carry it throught in my life... coz i can wait for fairy tales... there is not fairy tales in real life... lets just face it...

2008-11-15T08:37:00.000-08:00

i just dont know wad to do with him im going crazy... this is a mistake i know... i should get out fast but i dunno how to...

i also hurts for me knowing nothing will happened..

to him i guess feelings cant even grow

no fairy tales in my life

listen to this song.. it tells it all.. ( To Be With You )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7qeH5OgSs6g

Hold on little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I've seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
And I can make you start to smile

When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Prom Prom..

2008-11-15T08:29:00.000-08:00

for the past few days i have been busy with my secondary school prom night... as we are the organizer.. because of rushing videos and ppt slides.. i didnt really have mush sleep so was sick as well.. but manage to pull through every thing... last night was the prom and is was a success.. im so happy!!

pics will be updated the next round k

MISTAKE

2008-11-05T06:27:00.000-08:00

i dunno wad im thinking now..
me and him have been messaging this few days.. but his attached..
and he suddenly asked me if i miss him.. i did asked him this too but was just joking.. not hoping any reply..

and he keep asking me today a few times..

i question myself too..

but why is he doing this.. knowing his attached and untouchable.. why still like that
torturing =(

declare

2008-11-03T07:29:00.000-08:00

anyway after writing so many love love things in my last last post.. ai yo dont have those for sometime le.. so i am now....

SINGLE

AGAIN...

FREE FOR DATE..=p

HELLOween

2008-11-03T07:07:00.000-08:00

my saturday was so dead until i meet Jin Man (6 years friendship)

she also sian coz her bf ps she.. so i asked her out..

and we brighten each others night that day..

we when taka to play with helloween props...

ms. fireball

mr. & ms green nose

we are harry potter's junior

our new friend!

my new friend's snake bite ME!

alien VS predator

a moment like this

2008-10-26T10:19:00.000-07:00

What if I told you it was all meant to be?
Would you believe me, would you agree?
Its almost that feeling that we've met
before so tell me that you dont think

I'm crazy when I tell love has come here and now.
A Moment like this. Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss.
I cant believe it's happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.

Everything changes, but beauty remains.
Something so tender I can't explain.
Well I may be dreaming but til I awake..
Can we make the dream last forever?
And I'll cherish all the love we share for a moment like this.

Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss.
I cant believe it's happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.

This could be the greatest love of all.
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall.
So let me tell you this.

Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this...
Some people search a lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss.
I cant believe its happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.

2008-10-26T10:03:00.000-07:00

oh my god! i cant imagine myself in the kind of state..

thinking that jun does not give me the security and i dont think we have chemistry.. so when the day jun told me not meeting me for the movie when im actually out. im so gonna break with him but both of us didnt bored to message each other until 11 plus..

and then next morning i told him we are not suitable and stuff...

in begining his asking alot of questions like why and what causes this. after i told him not suitable he just sms me saying..

i also think we are not suitable thats why i didnt post our pic...

and after that he told me he the reason why he didnt wanna meet me is because he went to ONE SEVEN...

what the hell... am i just a meat to you just for you to enjoy if not shiok you find others..
f**k man.. im not sad im happy that i did make the right move

is my fault..

2008-10-21T09:04:00.000-07:00

today when out with dear and gerald... i meet jun at clark quay at 6.30...

and before that i met gerald first and we when down together in CAB!! coz of the rain is super heavy!!!!

hahah i just dunno how to write it here but i just know at gerald is very high!!! hahahah

but i end my day very bad...
i went to have supper with gerald instead of going home with dear.. sorry.. i just dunno how to write how bad i felt...

when my dear didnt wanna reply me and answer my call.. i just feel like waiting under his block.. im so worried.. so when i alighted at hougang MRT station i walk the route that i always send him home.. and i felt the pain in my heart

coz my dear was walking this route alone too..

i reached his place and called him.. but he cut off my line.. i thought the same thing is going to happened.. which is just a silent break... i am so worried i dunno how to write...

when i called the 3rd time he answer and said ' i dont wanna talk to you'

it was like a bullet that had hit my heart... i thought every thing is over... dear im sorry i just dunno wad i can do other that saying sorry... when i finally reached home.. dear called and told me how he felt... and told me to sleep but its just so hard..

i really dunno wad to write..
i just wanna say im sorry and i love you...

my weekend!

2008-10-20T08:21:00.000-07:00

wow! last saturday when out with my dear dear.. hehhe but i was late.. about 20 mins late!!!
oh my god.. really really

SORRY

all because of my sister!! but anyway we had a fabulous day... we when to play pool.. bowling.. makan makan.. oh and my dear dear when to cut his hair..

and he trick me!! he say he wanna shave a T-shape on top of his head.. and im so kuku thinking that his gonna do it.. haha..

then sunday came...

when out with my family.. when makan makan and shopping.. wanna buy a cap, shirt and a sweater.... but then turn out nothing.. so sad

cap - no more stock le...

shirt - mother complain not nice

sweater - mother complain i have lots of jackets..

OH MY... why cant my mother just make me happy just buy for me... =(

if im rich next time im gonna flood my house with lots for caps and sweater!!!

look here!

2008-10-16T06:26:00.000-07:00

HERE COMES THE PICTURES!

haha.. this is my dear dear.. jun im talking about!

MONKEY FACES!! =p

a day with you JUN

2008-10-14T08:58:00.000-07:00

haha.. to day is my first day back to school.. oh my niss the days smoking out the school gate and toilets.. hahahah... and eating my favourite chicken rice with thousand island sauce...hahaha.. super nice.. if you come simei ITE.. is a die die must try dish... i give 5 stars.!

hahah today no elective class so school ended at 2!!! hahah then i when jam-ing with my friends..wow is super fun hahahahha..

then im meeting my dear dear at 7 (but he say 6 plus) maybe im like him le... becoming more forgetful heheh.. im still early after jam-ing so i went for a swim...

im so happy to see him today... im so happy i dunno how to write it here.. hahaha.. is just VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY

VERY HAPPY!!!!

so we had our dinner and went to the park near Plaza Sing.. Istana park...

although i did feed the mosquitoes there but i still had a very romantic and wonderful time with you JUN... hahah.. i was hoping the time will just stop there ... but that will never happen... so we head home around 11 plus.. =)

pics will be up during my next visit here... =P

PICS

2008-10-13T08:26:00.001-07:00

here are the pics for the previous post...! =)
btw we are in our secondary school PE t-shirts hahahaha

SLAPPING GAME!!!

HAHAHAH WE ALL LOOK SUPER FUNNY.. BUT THEY ARE MY 6 YEARS FRIENDS! JUST LOVE THEM..

super tiredh

2008-10-12T07:49:00.000-07:00

on friday afternoon after my work work i when to my sister house to put my stuff as i actually planning to go changi for night cycling with my secondary friends..

but end up when we reached changi the place is CLOSED!!! we sat for 1 hour in the bus just to travel to changi to use the toilet and go to another friend's house

wow.. crazy right..

then we stayed up the whole night drinking and eat!!!

and i went back to bt batok.. where my sister live... then club the next day again... hahah

clubbing is as usual.. drank slightly more that usual but lucky not drunk coz i saw my friend there dying when i just step in PLAY... hahah.. so i was there helping and taking care of him. hahhaha

dydy..!!! hahahah you know who im talking about...

and then after that just dance with all my other friends.. hmm but i want one more person to come.. but he cant make it... hai... miss him alot...

hope you can top up your card soon. if not.. im gonna miss you like hell!!!!

the pics will be uplod the next time round

upDATES

2008-10-08T09:03:00.000-07:00

MY 2 good SISTERS are dating...

wad about me? do you want me?

raya with them!

2008-10-08T08:24:00.000-07:00

FLASH BACK

last week saturday went for dragon boat at kallang...
after that we when to city plaza to eat.. and me alone ate the whole spring chicken!!!! coz im like super hungry!!! hahaha

then i have to rush down with mei man to yani house.. for visiting.. hahaha which is at SIMEI!!

hahah trying to be stupid

im a kid to them all the time.. until they know im aj..
but still there is always this cheeky and playful side of me!! hahahahhahah we both really look like monkey!!
okok may be is only me.. i know wad you guys are thinking

recently...

2008-10-07T09:08:00.000-07:00

hmm oh my god.. i cant believe myself to be doing an office job during my holiday..!!!! hahha most of the time im like dozing off.. hai.. but because jason overspend... need to earn to support himself.. so no choice... little jason can do it...!

anyway recently got to know a few guys... ai yo... but i really interested is only him.. he told me he just dunno why he just see something different/special about me..

i do hope this time will be something good and not bad.. im very tired of being hurt...

hmmm i really do hope to know jun.. so let fate decide.. =)

jun nice knowing you..
nice guys!!!!

surprise

2008-09-23T17:53:00.000-07:00

yesterday 23/09 it started of very bad i woke up late and got to meet kel and nic at 2... end up when i call nic at 1 plus his still sleeping!!!!!!!!!

aiyo so i woke him up and meet him instead at 3.. but who knows when im having lunch with kel he called to tell me that his sick so not gonna come out. when i heard that i was so sian.. coz between 3 till 6 i have nothing to do...

so i just sat at paragon metro watching kel work loh... ke lian right.... but then when kel end work le...

THIS IS WHERE THE FUN PART STARTS...

jin man and i plan to trick theo and johnne...

and we did it!!! hahahah

we act blur.. act as we dunno each other... so when jin man came to meet us at cine... theo intro her to me..

and we were like..

we were pretending and kept quiet

den, i said : u think i dunno her?

jinman said : u think i dunno him

den we told them the SHOCKING NEWS!!

we have already know each other for 6 years?!

MUAHAHAS!!!

they were so shock!!! so fun hahahahaha

at the same time my sista... chu yun and kel were there

with me too... but only chu yun took pic with me but kel

dont want coz he say he not handsome yesterday..

then after that we when to play poolpool!!!

dating = unsuccessful

2008-09-22T21:02:00.000-07:00

from the pic i posted guess you guys know who i was dating with right...

hmmm it was a very fast relationship... which is too fast for this short jason... and i dont think we suit.. so i told him le.. but he seeems so disappointed.. hai.. jason had created and other trouble.. im just sorry... but afew of my friends did also tell me.. if is not right dont drag and your are still dating only... which i find it very true.. hmmm i hope he can cool down and just be friends... and i will be happy..

besides the sad sad.. emo emo part... there's still colours in my life...

hahha i told jinman and huishan about myself and she is very shock but still they are very cool and happy with it and giving me all their support.. ai yo 6 years of friendship is really worth telling her.. hmmm.. i have been tell my straight female friends but not my straught male buddies.. im so scared they wil freak out...

jason & jinman (JJ)

lao gong!!!

2008-09-16T09:36:00.000-07:00

hahah pic means a thousand words!

will there be a new begining?

2008-09-05T09:20:00.000-07:00

recently i get to know this person.. this person intro me a job.. and slowly we get to know each other better. but one day this person asked me if we shall go for a date... as before that we were talking about relationships.. and both of us are single...

lots of thoughts came through my mind..

is this for real.. until few days later we met up..

i guess i didnt give him good impression bah.. the feelings like different for me le...

so let me just wake up from this far away dream...

im so empty

2008-08-20T08:55:00.000-07:00

it have been a long time since i last blog...

hmmm so sorry that i didnt have the time to update you guys... coz i have been very busy over my school..

many many many things happened in my life and to the friends around me... i realised i have not been as happy as before... i just dont know why... i dont dare to thing.. i dont dare to dream....

seeing my friend dunno wad to do in relationship just reflects the things happened to me...

will we AJ have happiness?

no Win so wad!

2008-07-22T08:42:00.000-07:00

hmmm i guess everything has finally come to an end.. i can now really dont bother Win any more.. coz Win dont even give a damn so why should i care

OWE MONEY PAY MONEY!

still dare to ask me why is it $150 and not $120... wah lao super fucker lah... the most thick skin person i ever met!!!!!!!!!!

still got the chick to ask lah... not paiseh one meh...

no Win day 8

2008-07-16T08:29:00.000-07:00

was just running through the pics in my phone... and so happened to find them...

now they are all memories

no Win day 7

2008-07-15T08:50:00.000-07:00

i still feeling so empty.. =(

no Win day 4

2008-07-12T23:16:00.000-07:00

4 days has past... my mind keep telling me to let everything go.. but my heart just cling it tightly.. i just dunno wad to do.. i have a group of wonderful friends to encourage me and stopping me from crying.. i dont wanna let them down..

yesterday... Win send me a message. when i receive it, seeing the name appearing....

im very happy... but painful.. because Win just treating me as a friend...

be strong on the outside doesn't help... because it just hurt even more...

there's a danger in loving somebody too much...
i could never change you.. and i dont wanna blame you...

no Win day 2

2008-07-10T09:43:00.000-07:00

well is the 2nd day le... we didnt contact each other anymore.. but still during the whole day im out with theo, gerald and xiao roy... i still do think of him..

when we were slacking at starbucks today... i wanted to order my drink... however i didnt have mood to drink as i would like to still continuing drinking the particular drink that me and Win drank together...

which is vanilla ice blended with chocolate chips and whip cream with caramel...

and early in the morning when i took bus to school.. going up to the second deck and staring at the last roll where we always sit.. made me even feel like crying...

hmmm.. to my friends who cared and concern me this few days.. im really sorry... that i still think of him... i need time..

no Win day 1

2008-07-09T08:56:00.000-07:00

today wei kang, warren, xiao roy and theo knows about my break up and wanna meet me up today to like cheer me up...

and i really really appreciate... thanks and love you guys lots...

i manage to carry a smile whole day until... around 6 where everyone left.. and only left with me with xiao roy and gerald...

so we ended up at cine... as xiao roy when to play arcade... then we ened up at 3rd floor after playing..

and xiao roy wanna go to Volta which was the shop i bought the gift and we shop in there.. so i just walk over to revoltage to see if mel working...

and there she is... but when i walked in and called her.. memorise of that day just appear in my mind... and i just cry... =(

MESSAGES I CANT FORGET

2008-07-09T08:21:00.000-07:00

messages that will make me break down and burst into tears..

1)
its up to you.
i cant decide.
but as for my my part.
i think we should take a break.
cause apparently we're always arguing.
misunderstanding over small issues like by replying late on msn or the way i msg you and
stuff.
so ya. i dont wanna argue much. but if you wanna talk about this more,
i'll see you online tonight. i'm kinda tired now. cant sit still.

sorry

2)
maybe this two weeks that we wont be meeting up might help.
i just need sometime alone.
i dont blame you. i've only got myself to blame.
despite my problems. i hope you understand my situation.
i dont mean to hurt you.
but i had to do this .
i dont wanna hurt you even more in the future.

sorry jason.
i knows, everyone knows, you're a very nice kind hearted guy.
you've been so nice towards me.

but.. i'm so sorry. i need a rest

3)
i enjoyed myself being with you.
spending time with you.
having you to support me.
made me rise when i fall.
be there for me.

loved and cared for me.
im so sorry i had to hurt an innocent wonderful nice person.

so sorry jason. but i dont wanna hurt you even more. im sorry :(

4)
im really sorry to cause this.
but its best if we just stay as friends.
give both of us sometime to cool down.
i've too much problems to face jason
sorry yea

5)
i hope you understand how i feel too.
im sorry.
i still do wanna be friends with you if thats okay with you.
im sorry to hurt you.
dont think too much aight.
just take it as we're taking a short break. to cool down

read here!

2008-07-08T02:07:00.000-07:00

it has been some time i last posted..

things happened so fast that im afraid i may just forget about everything... for the past 2 weeks when i was with Win... it was a wonderful time which will be in my heart.. and it was his birthday week too...

im very happy and glad to celebrate with him...

however things didnt happen in fairy tales.... we broke up..

these are the few pics i had happily before my break up..

it hurts alot..

alumni steamboat

2008-06-27T09:01:00.001-07:00

i so happened to find this pics so i decided to upload them here.. they are my alumni com members..and im the youngest among them loh.. anyway this in may 2008

look out! the steamboat stare

eunice and maria...=)

look at the difference between the guys' table and the girls' table.. ours is so much cleaner than them loh.. the like from hungry ghost festival lah.. hehehe

slacking at tampines yesterday

2008-06-27T08:50:00.000-07:00

i met new friend

2008-06-26T10:14:00.000-07:00

on tuesday i suppose to meet darwin at 7pm at tampines but hahah.. i was late so he suggested to come to my place then go town together.. however when i called him he was still waiting for bus so i told him i go tampines since im already in bus...

and he complain that he wait for me... sob sob..

then we board the bus 65 to go town.. it took 45 mins and the air-con is really REALLY very cold lah... both of us were like shivering like fuck...

when we got off... im so happy!!!!! then i called gerald to check out where he is.. but sad to hear his at home lah...

then i accompanied darwin to meet melmel (my new friend) =) hahaha

a day with DARwin

2008-06-24T23:02:00.000-07:00

this morning someone called me at 8am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but hahah it was darwin and he was actually on off but he didnt know.. so he called me up to have breakfast with him.. but i a pig so i when back to sleep and woke up at 9 instead..

then after we ate our breakfast we took the bus to town to meet gerald who over slept...! when we were in town (heeren spinelli) guess who we saw?

theo.........

hahah he came to our table and we started talking rubbish... haha..

a day with gerald

2008-06-20T04:15:00.000-07:00

to those who have seen this pics before... sorry that im posting again due to gerald's finger for deleting my old blog... and this is actually happened on the 3 of june at heeren spinelli...

crazy me wanna turn you on...

crazy gerald is wearing that in town

my NEW blog..

2008-06-18T09:53:00.001-07:00

just the day before gerald went overseas... he told me he gonna reconstruct my blog.. but he end up deleting my blog and make a new one... and all my hard sweat stuff are all gone... sob sob..

but lucky he gave me a birthday present which is my blog back... so stick around and you will see more...

Happy BIRTHDAY TO JASON!

2008-06-18T09:24:00.000-07:00

THIS POST IS SPECIALLY FOR JASON!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

BY:

GERALD TEO!

SENTOSA WITH LA

2008-06-17T04:01:00.000-07:00

a day with my ITE... we suppose to meet at habour front at 1.. but ended up at sentosa at about 3 because of waiting for every one.... omg... so long right...

ok.. so when every reached and started to play.. this is how is goes...

there will be more pics to come...